These Ozark Hills

securedownload-1_2This is Marideth Sisco for These Ozarks Hills. Here we are in May already, and the persistence of low temperatures and April showers that have overstayed their welcome have left us with as many complaints as celebrations. All this long pants-short pants stuff is making us cranky.

But on the other hand, hasn’t it been the loveliest spring. Temperatures sometimes seemed bone-freezing, as I and my merry band of warblers discovered when we played an outdoor date last weekend at the Historic Adamson Cabin outside Mt. Vernon. Elderly fingers on instruments on that cold, windy evening got a little stiff at times, as did this elderly voice. But we soldiered on through, and so did the audience, and managed to raise most of the money needed to raise the elderly roof on that cabin. You, too, can make a contribution to that noble effort by contacting the Mt. Vernon Arts Council or the city offices there. It was a great night for us and for the cabin’s future, and we’re grateful for all the donors as well as the tough and loyal audience who stayed with us to the chilly end.

It must be noted, though, that this was not the cold of that nightmare endured a few years back that some still refer to as the “stolen spring.” Then, every tree, bush and vine bearing fruit was killed outright by temperatures that dipped almost into the single digits, and stayed that way until everything, including the very leaves on the trees, was frozen and dead. By contrast, even though it did get a bit uncomfortable at times, this spring has been darn near perfect overall. Neither frozen solid nor too hot and too dry too soon.

The tree fruits seem to have missed the bullet, thank heaven, and since I love them so dearly and spent my childhood picking pounds of them at 3 ¢ a quart, I have high hopes for the strawberries as well.

After the Mt. Vernon concert I drifted down into Arkansas to visit family and enjoy the beautiful Springtime Ozarks on a quiet Sunday morning. On the trip down I chose the prairie side, from Freistatt all the way down to Rogers and on to the War Eagle River before calling it a day. On the return, I swung a little farther east to visit some of the places I once called home. Most of those folks are gone now, and only remnants of memory and random mementos remain – a soapstone vase, letters and photos of days now lost to view. The summer fruit harvest that made for long happy days with relatives.

Alone behind the wheel, one can drift into very long thoughts that sometimes go far afield.

I’d just passed an orchard in bloom and was passing by an old neighborhood, when I saw my all time favorite apple tree right between the side-by-side former homes of my two aunts. They were sisters who loved each other fiercely but who would rather fight than eat, especially if they could get some of the rest of us tangled up in it. My memory flew at once to early summer days fighting off June bugs to get to those tender, pale green early transparent apples called “Lodi”. I’d pick, and my Aunt Neva would pare, quarter, cook and can them into quart after quart of the most heavenly dessert apples the world has known. When I think of Eve in the Garden of Eden, I think of these apples.

Here I’d been driving along, bouncing from memory to memory, but suddenly, in a flash, I became consumed with the desire to find a way to get me some of those irresistible apples. Well, I live 150 miles away, and not one person in the neighborhood was left who was going to call me when they began to ripen. Not only that, but I’m no longer a homeowner, and I can’t just pop a juvenile tree in the ground and have my own, for it might take years. Lost in thought, I passed up the cemetery, the cousin’s house where I’d thought I might stop, and was far on the east side of Springfield when I had a solution. I’d find some means to cadge some dwarfing rootstock at the MSU fruit experiment station, or, failing that, I’d find some on line. Then I’d go back and take cuttings from Aunt Neva’s tree. Those Lodis, provided I could live long enough, would be mine. That must be some apple, you may say. It is. My childhood in a single bite. No wonder Eve couldn’t resist.

It’s a metaphor, of course, that apple-a-day way to live on and on. Apples don’t grow true from seed, you see, but only by grafting cuttings onto new rootstock, only by humans agreeing, generation after generation, becoming a link the chain of custody, as we pass down what may be that original apple, the one that caused Eve all that baggage. For me, so long as I perpetuate the flavor, the wonder of that marvelous june apple named Lodi by passing along the desire for it, I may pass, but the apple will live on in the memory of apple lovers for what could be a very long time. Immortality doesn’t really sound all that appealing to me, since we humans just keep getting older. But whoever made that apple gave it a shot by making it irresistible. Having eaten my share of Lodis, I’m confident that Eve would have eventually had to take a bite, even if the snake hadn’t said a word. Apple as metaphor. A thought that is near guaranteed to take you a long way down the road.

This is Marideth Sisco, thinking this is one of the loveliest springs since, well, since God made little green apples.

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Sweet Scenes From The Long-ago

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Marguerite Gentry Sisco, my mother, sometime just before or after I was born, or about 70 years ago. My dear cousin, Charlie Johnson is on the pony. Charlie left us, at age 79, about a month ago. The photos came from his widow, Joyce.

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This is from the early 1950s, or about 10 years later. At left is the Aunt Neva (Charlie’s mother, featured in this month’s episode of These Ozarks Hills), and Paul and Marguerite Sisco, my parents.

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Fan Mail; Russia

IMG_0143We’ve been hearing from more far flung places in the last year but this is the first time to receive a fan letter from Russia.

“… I hope this email finds you well. My name is Dennis.  I’m writing you from Russia where I am teaching a course at a university and teaching English as a second language to anyone who is motivated . 

It was through the film, Winter’s Bone that I first saw and heard you. My ipod has a few of your songs that I play over and over and over again as I trek through the snow of this long, hard  Russian winter. 

Marideth, I can’t think of anyone I would rather have over for dinner than you.  The conversation, stories and song would be treasures. 

… send the shipment to my daughter in Texas and she will in turn send to me in the frozen wilds of Russia.  Still have snow! “

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Marideth at the Baker Creek Spring Planting Festival

See you all at the Baker Creek Spring Planting Festival on May 5 and 6. That’s just a few weeks away!

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Marideth's complete collection of These Ozark Hills, five years of heart rendering stories.

Marideth’s complete collection of These Ozark Hills, five years of heart rendering stories.

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These Ozark Hills

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photo credit; Frank Martin

This is Marideth Sisco for These Ozarks Hills. Spring is barely upon us and seems to be struggling to get here this year. A friend remarked yesterday, not without some apprehension in her voice, that she couldn’t remember another time in the past where it sleeted on the same day the Bradford pears burst into bloom. She didn’t like it, and my guess is neither did the pears.

It occurs to me that a particularly bad marker for the times is when you notice you’re growing accustomed to the outrageous, that things like gun violence and climate change are becoming ordinary, or that the weather you’re in, whether sunshine or storm, is simply one more thing to endure, another bit of chaos, with more to come.

And I wonder how much that has to do with how these days it seems that our very existence is being marketed to death. We long ago accepted our status as “consumers,” after all. Sooner or later, it seems to me, we  must begin to base  our own self-worth on this, until the description becomes the definition. What are we worth if we’re not buying something. If we’re not consuming, are we of any value at all? Do we even count as real people? Excuse me, but I think that’s creepy.

These are the days when, frankly, I’m glad that I’m old. I place great value these days on the perspective gained from living through enough eras and events that I tend to weigh their meaning and take from them the lessons they offer, instead of just reacting. I realize that may sound a little high-minded, and I apologize. It’s not that I think I’m any smarter than those younger or with other experiences. I’ve just acquired a view that is informed by my own experiences and perceptions, and while I’m not sure it’s right, I’m sure it’s mine, and I can speak from there.

My view of the responsibilities inherent in the possession and use of firearms, for instance, is not informed so much by popular opinion or recent tragedies as it is by a single experience, back when I was just 13 and learning to use the .22 rifle given to me by my mother. I was coming home from a day out target shooting in the woods east of Butterfield, on my uncle’s place, when a rabbit jumped up in the path ahead, and before I even thought about it, I shot it. I arrived at its feet just in time to see the light in its eyes dim and vanish. I had no need of it for food and wouldn’t know how to harvest it. It would lie on the path until some other predator found it and put it to use. Or not. But I saw then the truth of how obscenely easy it can be to take a life for no reason at all. I didn’t know it at the time, but that small rabbit would inform my choices for all my remaining time. I didn’t become a vegetarian. But when I do eat meat, I give thanks for the life taken, and I sorrow at the wound on the soul of that one or ones who took that life. I think part of that must  come from my part Native American ancestry. In that culture, those who killed animals to feed their people had to go through a painful ritual cleansing at the end of every year to absolve themselves of the sin of taking a life.

In this culture, on the other hand, if there is a ritual cleansing at the end of the year, we seem bent on spending enough to absolve ourselves of the sin of insufficient consumerism. If the economy is going bad, it must be because we didn’t buy enough. Well, I’m from the Ozarks, and I don’t buy it.

I lost a family member recently who was very dear to me, not just for the family relationship but for his daily demonstrations of what it means to be an Ozarker, a hillbilly, actually, for all his town ways and his delight in having a good job and being able to be a dedicated consumer.

Some years back we met at our favorite aunt’s house to fix a plumbing problem, which turned out to be a serious leak in an outdoor faucet. He removed the faucet’s innards, and when I saw the long stem that came out of the pipe, because it was an insulated faucet, I exclaimed, because I’d not seen one like it, and said, “Wow, do you think we can do this?”
He replied, “Are you kidding? We’re from Butterfield. We can do anything.” I never forgot it. And it has made me very conscious in all the years since that I am more than a consumer. I am an intuitive, intelligent, inventive hillbilly. I may buy something for the sake of convenience, but I am more likely to ask, living out in the country as I do, “how can I solve this problem or build this thing or fix this circumstance without going to town? Ozarks ingenuity. Making do? Making informed choices. I’m still a consumer. But whether because of my age or my Ozarks upbringing, I think before I buy, or before I eat edible food like substances, or the gifts of other animals’ lives. I assess my worth not by what I can consume, but what I can accomplish, how I can be a contributor to my community, and where I can replace my own self-involvement and sarcastic responses by offering loving kindness to my fellow beings. This business of getting old is challenging, especially the passing of friends and loved ones, and keeping up with an ever-changing world. But hey, I’m an Ozarks hillbilly. I can still do anything.

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Blackberry Winter Band in Mt. Vernon April 27

THE official flyer!

THE official flyer!

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Bella In The Snow

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